Hello, ex-crush!

     My ex-crush sent an email to me!
It's been almost 6 months since our last meetup.

I've been thinking about him recently for no reason. 
Has he been thinking about me too? The universe and feeling is really connected each other???!!

He said he was dealing with anxiety at the time he had ignored me.  
I never knew he had such mental health issue. He doesn't look like that kind of person who has suffering with mental health  problems. 
I was shocked.
At the same time, I'm suspicious he might be lying to me to try to mess me around again. 

I still like him.
But my real life is more important than sticking to SNS with him who lives far away.
I rather value more my surroundings. 

I already had experience that wasted so much time to imagine and texting to him without no actions.
I don't like it. I don't want to repeat it again. Learned from my lessons. 
If he really means to do, he would take an action instead just texting whatever sounds sweet. 

I've shown my stance clear that I don't want to stick to sns with him everyday. 
And I also said I prefer to interact with people in real life. 

I'm definitely willing to see him in person when there is a chance.
But now we live so far away from each other. And I will take more time and effort to people who are closed to me. 


Still it was nice to have conversation with him!🥰
I just hope he takes care of himself well. 


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